The last few days have been very overwhelming for me. The cause of my anxiety was revealed to me early this morning, and I shamefully admit that it revolves around money.
My husband and I have been waiting eagerly for his check to come through. Our funds were running low… very low... and the thought of not having enough money for the week was looming over my head like a dark storm cloud.
The fear I had well up inside of me was seeping out. Randomly during the last few days people around me would ask if I was ok. They sensed my beat was off. I assured them that I was fine, blaming most of my flustered appearance on pregnancy.
Could they see through that?
Was my panic visible, even if I do not say exactly what I am consumed by?
This morning I woke up as my husband got ready for work. The first thing that popped into my mind was to ask him, “Did your check come through?” Read Full Article